An idle mind left to wander.
Death

Is an extremely difficult concept to even understand.

I had a dream last night where my late Australian Shepherd was in the backyard as usual.

I told somebody, ‘She is gone, she only still exists in my dreams.’

Everyday I become frustrated.

Its not something that constantly plagues my mind with misery, it’s just bizarre.

I find myself wanting to look around for my cat like a crazy person.

I miss him dearly.

My main love outlet, RIP<3

And after last night I feel less adjusted living without my dog.

I need to get into the Christmas spirit!